I decided to change the narrative a bit, because as I have gone back and re-read these posts, I realize that they end up being a message to not only you, but to myself.  With that said, here we go.  

There will always be a need to focus on building your craft, whatever that may be.  For so many of us, we forget the need to remain true to self instead of being ever willing to accommodate others, since THAT'S how one gets confused.  My particular remedy for many of my challenges and hurdles has been to write things down.  Thoughts, feelings, goals, hurdles, you name it.  You see, I've noticed one thing, one very little, yet magnanimously important thing.  That thing is the thin line between mildness and madness.  I remember, at all times, that I have the freedom to do two powerful things... Think and Choose.  

Oh, by the way... You are doing well.